Frastating Things about Crafting

Happy holiday, everyone!!!
I spent my holiday crafting at home. Why? Because I do not doing it for a long time and actually if I go out shopping, I will spent my money then I can't pay something that I should pay. Yeah, sometime, being adult is suck! But, I really miss the happiness while I making pretty things.

Lately (okay, it is not lately, but for about 2 years), I got frustated. Sometime, I can't enjoy the happiness while crafting. I get tired easily, (because my other work too actually, it consume my energy too much) so I can't make those pretty things regularly. Beside that, the thing that ruined my mood is when people ask my work for free. They can become pushy. I do not know what they think! In my opinion, "If you ask free things from a crafter for their handmade/work, then you're being rude! You do not appreciate their hard work". It frustated me so much! I afraid to show the world my work/handmade because I got paranoid some people will take it just like that! My craft bussiness was't doing well, it already bankrupt. I loss my products and no money come to me. It is so pathetic, isn't it? Well, I know you maybe will suggest me to not doing bussiness with those annoying people, but trust me, they can be so pushy! One time, I said "Just make it by yourself", do you know their answer? "You're the one who have the tools and stuffs". Well, they know it is need money to buy stuffs, but they still want it for free. Annoying? Absolutely! Another time, someone asked me to make something for them, then I answered "Just buy it there. I also bought it from there". I know the signal, they want me to do something for them and for free. But I tired already!
I really need a help! I really need to stop those negative thinking! I want to do crafting without a doubt anymore!